Thought I'd share a recent photo of N for a change, taken over the weekend when we were at the park. She'll be 14 months tomorrow, amazing how fast time is flying. She's getting so big. This is a rare moment where she is wearing a hat but you can see her hand reaching up. Moments after this photo was taken the hat was off and flung aside.
Tomorrow my sweet little princess is going in for hernia repair surgery. She was born with an umbilical hernia (apparently very common, as much as 1 in 6 births) which is not going to resolve itself as it's quite large. It's a routine op, usually a day procedure with minimal risks. After all we've been through, it should be a walk in the park. I'm hoping she sails through this like she sailed through her open heart surgery just about a year ago, last June. Can't say June is my favorite month by any stretch of the imagination. I'm totally dreading tomorrow but it has to be done. At least it's first thing in the morning and with any luck we can come home by the evening and all sleep in our own beds. There is the chance we'll stay in as they might want to monitor her to make sure all is well due to her heart history. Her cardiologist seems to be the least concerned out of everyone so that's a good sign I think?
Speaking of signs... we were at the park yesterday as it was a really beautiful (though far too hot) day. While I was standing there watching N crawl around in the grass, I felt a nibble of sorts on my arm and jumped, thinking it was a spider or something. I looked down and saw a butterfly had landed on my bare arm! I wiggled my arm so it took off but within minutes it landed on my again, same spot. It was black when totally folded up but when it took off again it was a really pretty butterfly with colorful wings. So I stared at it circling in the sky above us and then couldn't see it anymore. Until I looked back down at Noemie and saw the butterfly had landed on her back! It stayed there for a few minutes while she continued playing and then took off. It circled over us a few more times, almost dive bombed me a few times, and then disappeared. So of course I had to google to make sure it wasn't a bad omen. I found that a lot of people think they are good luck. A sign of rebirth, new beginnings, freedom. Many think it's a message from a loved one that has passed to say they are okay and are still with us, watching over us. I'm usually not one to think of signs or believe in them, I'm far from spiritual and all that stuff but this just got me thinking as the timing was so perfect. I don't wear perfume nor do I wear lotion and on a hot day, I doubt I smelled sweet and flowery. I asked my folks about this and they told me that when I was little and would sit out in the garden, butterflies would land on me then as well. I've never had it happen since then (and I don't even remember it as I was less than a year old) until yesterday. Assuming all goes well tomorrow I think I'll have to get N a little butterfly necklace for her to wear when she is a bit older.